"What I want to say is this: - If you logically try to persuade a person that there is no absolute reason for shedding tears, the person in question will cease weeping. That's self evident. Why, I should like to know, should such a person continue doing so?"

"If such were the usual course of things, life would be a very easy matter," replied Raskolnikoff.

- Crime and Punishment, Dostoevsky

Friday, July 18, 2008

Today fucking sucked. And I will quite possibly kill myself tomorrow.

Always fun coming up with blog titles. Oh, did I mention that today fucking sucked? Yeah. I was at book club the other day (you know, the day my car got towed?) and a couple of people commented on how I put myself out there by being so honest in my blog. I guess I am pretty honest with the things that I choose to share. There's a lot that I don't share. There's a lot that I could share that would leave you cringing in terror and passing judgement on me left right and centre because I have the ability to be this totally fucking destructive force within my own life. Today is one of those hurricane days. Today is one of the worst fucking days that I've had this year.
The good news is that if I don't run a sub-fifty ten kilometre tomorrow morning I will stuff rocks in the pockets of my running shorts (let's call them pocket rocks, shall we?) and march resolutely into the Pacific (which will be handy as my run takes me around Stanley Park) and then I won't have to worry about coming up with witty blog titles.
Ta.

2 comments:

Godinla said...

You make life more fun than it ought to be. Sorry, but you can't do yourself in because you entertain me and I am all that matters in life.

Duder said...

Ah! Clearly I lost sight of what matters in life! Some days... but I seem to have recovered (as usual).